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Angustia/ Anguish

Especialmente ella sufre con las secuencias arduas de 
rechazo y abondono por su parte. No hay despedida ni 
marcha, él se retira en silencio, no arroja un triste adiós, 
tampoco un esperanzador hasta luego. 
Desaparece, le 
traga la tierra, se hace invisible entre la multitud y ya 
no es localizable. No hay huella que indique su refugio.

Ella se angustia y se resigna con su sino.
Desearía cambiar estos trágicos sucesos, pero es él quien
decide ocultarse y huir hacia la vastedad.
Pobre de él que siempre cae en la depresión, en un desnivel
de estados de ánimo y en un caos emocional. 
Ella gustaría socorrerle, pero bien sabe que él no quiere colaborar, 
prefiere hundirse en la amargura antes de pedir amparo y protección.
No es falso orgullo, es temor y pánico que siente cuando
se ausenta de ella, él no quiere meterla en su dolorosa
retirada. 


Quiere evitarle sufrimiento, no quiero que le contemple en esa condición de agonía.
Es por eso que prefiere encerrarse en la nada, pasar su tiempo de desaliento en solitario, para después volver de nuevo con ella, como si nada hubiese ocurrido, intentando olvidar su pasado o por lo menos los instantes delicados, las situaciones lastimosas
y penosas. Siempre vuelven a coincidir nuevamente, aunque haya un intervalo complicado en medio. Ella le perdona todo, porque lo que realmente
le importa a ella, es el amor incondicional que le tiene. Sufre cuando se retira, pero recupera sus fuerzas cuando de nuevo aparece en su vida.


Especially she suffers from the arduous sequences of
rejection and abandonment on their part. There's no farewell or
march, he withdraws quietly, does not throw a sad farewell,
Nor a hopeful until later.
Disappear, you
swallows the earth, becomes invisible among the crowd and already
It's not traceable. There's no print to indicate their shelter.

She is distressed and resigned to her fate.
I wish I could change these tragic events, but it is he who
decides to hide and flee into the vastness.
Poor of him who always falls into depression, into an unevenness
of moods and emotional chaos.
She would like to help him, but she knows he doesn't want to cooperate,
prefers to sink into bitterness before asking for shelter and protection.
It's not false pride, it's fear and panic you feel when
is absent from her, he does not want to put her in her painful
withdrawal.

He wants to spare you suffering, I don't want you to contemplate him in that state of agony.
That's why she prefers to lock herself into nothingness, spend her time of discouragement alone, and then come back to her again, as if nothing had happened, trying to forget her past or at least the delicate moments, the pitiful situations.
and painful. They always coincide again, even if there's a complicated interval in between. She forgives him everything, because what really
What matters to her is the unconditional love she has for him. She suffers when she retires, but regains her strength when she reappears in her life.


by So Sunny

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  1. el amor suele ser angustiante pero es parte del precio gracias por compartirlo

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  2. Si a veces hay malos tragos, pero cuando el amor es verdadero, éste todo lo supera. Un saludo Juan Humberto y muchas gracias!

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